I don't know what the hell is wrong with me I'm suddenly wide awake and I can't get to sleep I'm suddenly angry so angry I can't breathe properly it could be the haze but the haze doesn't explain why I forget to inhale how do you remember or forget to breathe it is ingrained in everyone I am only inhaling when I feel the lack of air why did I feel like shit throughout today why can't I say what I mean and mean what I say why can't I tell you why must I wait why do I know that I'll just keep coming up with more excuses even though I want this more than anything and everyday just makes more unbearable why did I have to see that slug before I left school made my day worse why do people have to be so hateful and why does she have to deal with all the hate and still be the one at fault you know what the world is an awful place and tonight I will lie awake wondering just why is it people want to live
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