I hope I'll see this decision I've made through to the end.
Been generally grumpy and unhealthy the past few days, gotta start picking myself up and out of this rut and go back to being focused and on task. Like what Toh said, my obsessiveness is probably best channelled into excelling at individual things. If I can obsess over my work as much as I obsess over singing, I'll probably be able to do well.
I haven't posted any motivational messages to myself in quite a while, so here goes.
May today be the last day in a long while of persistent unhappiness, even if happiness isn't the state I am striving towards, may all this inner turmoil in me subside and I find the peace that I have forgotten to work towards in the past couple of weeks.
I need to clear my head of all these ridiculous notions so that I can focus! And I stop getting distracted while doing my work because I cannot afford to be distracted because I get annoyed at myself when I'm distracted and because the first step towards dealing with my stress-induced nausea is to obliterate as many sources of stress as possible.
I can do this :D
See Zaid this is a positive post :D