It's amazing how a little change in mindset can go such a long way. I really like how my life has been shaping up these couple of weeks. It's tiring but fulfilling, and I feel as though my time has been used in a worthwhile manner. Somewhat.
(On a side note I got a hair cut. My mum insists that I look exactly the same. But my hair density has been at least halved or more and I now have more of a fringe. Awesome.)
Anyway all things considered my CT grades are pretty good. Though somehow I don't feel anything. If anything this year has made me realise how little my academics mean to me. Even when I do well, it's like, okay. Fine. If I do badly, it's like, okay I deserved that. Moving on. I'm not interested in anything I'm doing, everything's like a boring routine, whenever I take the time to sit down and read a book I'm either to tired to read past 5 pages or I feel guilty that I'm not clearing that stupid pile of homework lying in my bag. Can't even enjoy a book now -.-
And right now I'm living in this happy little bubble that I'm afraid may pop any moment.